Wednesday, December 30, 2009

My New Phobia

I discovered a new phobia that I suffer from its:

Emetophobia: A fear of throwing up

Let me explain, for the past couple of days I have been praying to the porcelain throne because I am deathly afraid of throwing up. It came to the point of no return...I had to throw up, immediately following well and during I had a huge panic attack! I didn't want it to happen again I was literally freaking out, the only thing that got me through it was that episode of Seinfeld where Jerry throws up after several years of not. But alas it happened again...and again....and again! I was so so miserable! I ended up becoming severely dehydrated, I promise I thought I was near death...seriously though this time. I couldn't move my body at all and I could barely breathe! Luckily thank goodness I am on the mend, except this opens up a whole slew of bigger problems I mean this may solidify my fear of having a kid! I mean what if I have severe morning sickness in addition to my phobia!! Blahhhhh! Good thing I don't have to worry about that for a very VERY VERY long time ;). I need to lastly thank my dear sweet hubbs for taking such good care of me even though he was super sick too, I am a very lucky lady ;). Also thanks to the moms for bringing us medicine and gatorades you're the best! Again I am so glad I am feeling better !!!TTFN ;) Love love

10 comments:

Ariel said...

throwing up is the worst. but i would rather just get it over with! i always feel much better afterward.

hope you're feeling better!

miken said...

YOU ARE ME. seriously - i would rather be sick for days and days or even DIE than throw up. i cry when i think i'm going to have to throw up.... i hope you feel better soon - i wouldn't wish that on anyone!

The Workmans said...

Hi. Found your blog on Shays. Sorry you were so sick! If it makes you feel any better I didn't throw up once with either of my kids!!

Jamie said...

I'm with Ariel on this one. you're with Ty on this one. He refuses to throw up too! I hope you feel better like asap and new have to use the toilet for that again :)

Carrian said...

hmmmmm not sure whqt to write. i feel you on the throwing up. i've been doing it for 3 months and let me tell you, it is one fast diet if you need one. Be careful though, you can get down to the 80's and spends lots and lots of time in the hospital. here's to someday making at least one day without throwing up!!! woot

Shaylynn said...

Throwing up is so fun. I love it. JK... See Jenny found you cuz of me. Stalking has it's benifits. But if you were stalking me, and I in return was stalking you.. I think all it means is that it's fate. We're destined sp? to be blogging buddiest. The end:)

You'll be blessed if you have a kiddo.

I support anyone who has a baby so long as they don't update their fb status with disgusting baby facts.

Nathaly said...

I am sorry you felt so sick!! I think we all hate to throw up to a certain extent. I remember I would be scared of traveling by bus in Peru because the altitude always made me sick and I would throw up in front of other people which didn't help the process.... Anyway, I hope you are feeling much better now.

Kim said...

Morgan. i too suffered from this phobia. for years.. since i was about 8 years old and threw up carrots and they got stuck. sick. i know. but..... i got over this fear by have morning sickness for 28 weeks. now i almost enjoy the process because i can do it gracefully:)
love you. hope you feel better.

Carrian said...

ummmm ps we miss ou guys desperately

Alicia said...

I hate to break it to you but I did that for four months with my pregnancy, at the beginning I violently puked at least six times a day....it sucks, but you might not even be sick for one day with your pregnancy, so don't assume anything, just don't worry about it right now, you will deal with it IF you have to when the time comes. I survived and now I'm going to have a cute chubby boy in ten weeks.